Enid ,the first girl broke the door of my heart,and from then on my heart is still stolened by her.
Recently I found that she already found her true love.So that's enough.I know she is happy!
Though I can not besides her everyday, I feel happy with a little sad.That's really strange and conflictive. But it is true ,it is said that if you really love the girl just let she happy instead of besides of her always.
That means let her go ,set her free as well as let yourself go and let yourself feel free of love.
Years ago,I do say I love you,but 2 years later I will say just fly your way.
I don't want to in someone 's way , I will also enjoy it myself, though tough though hard though bite.
Yan , Sorry , so long I can not get the way you lead,and I don't think we can have a long way to go hand in hand.
The day you said that You want to move out of the house , You will give 2 of us much more time to get self cool down.But I think I still enjoy the single life only.
No girls no cigerates no friends at all.I think I need time and room to let me clear about something ,the future ,5 years 10 years...... and so on.
Sorry , I think I won't in touch with you for a while.....Good night , I know you are tired , I also ..but not because you , my own problem....
Music is on, but my heart is still coollllll..........
There are lots of thing in the world in the world you don't know ever. So , keep on opening your eyes. Life is hard and tough sometimes , so don't be the enemy of yourself. It will make you crazy and high metal burden >As kuya said "go out and stop doing it"
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Money is Not The Problem
2 month after I lost my own 16,8000$ in my own business, it seems a big money for me.
But the lost help me to know that money is not important , the most important thing is that how to use your money to earn much more money.--The ecnomic rules tell the people that , If you have one coin you can make it as your principle and invest it into business , then you can have 2 more 3 more .. it is not magic , and the problem you have to suffer and afford the risks that you will lost all of your money or most of your money .
But someone earned money by write the Blog , but seems it is hard for Normal People to earn money by Writing.Only when you have something special to tell the other people ,otherwise, you can rise the interests on the people who are interested the draft .
For example that the people interest in writing on blog, that because it can bring them the money . And If you write something on this Topic , they read your blog time and time to find out
the way that you did to earn.And by copy or by improving your method to make their money their own.It seems that I want to get the Chicken and I steal the egg from the Chicken and Get to do the work instead of the egg's real owner.Some did successful , someone just got an smelly Egg finnally.
When I start my own business on the internet , that I also understead that how much I can get from it and How much it can rober me.Time , Happiness may be .. etc. it can rob it from me .And what I can get is nerious and interest. and busy .. .coz it is your money. and First Time I did a really bad work, all the money lost.Then I borrow the money from my pearents again.And I did 3 months successful.But finnally after GZ trip I lost all money again!
So that's why I Say that it bring me the troubles and nerious and busy hours ...
But I know it is money , and it is only money at all. The people living in the world just make a wonderful life is the best way to show him out.I think I may lead a life like that ,But it is funny that I have a to live a life from work in the company though I just planned to leave one month again
But the lost help me to know that money is not important , the most important thing is that how to use your money to earn much more money.--The ecnomic rules tell the people that , If you have one coin you can make it as your principle and invest it into business , then you can have 2 more 3 more .. it is not magic , and the problem you have to suffer and afford the risks that you will lost all of your money or most of your money .
But someone earned money by write the Blog , but seems it is hard for Normal People to earn money by Writing.Only when you have something special to tell the other people ,otherwise, you can rise the interests on the people who are interested the draft .
For example that the people interest in writing on blog, that because it can bring them the money . And If you write something on this Topic , they read your blog time and time to find out
the way that you did to earn.And by copy or by improving your method to make their money their own.It seems that I want to get the Chicken and I steal the egg from the Chicken and Get to do the work instead of the egg's real owner.Some did successful , someone just got an smelly Egg finnally.
When I start my own business on the internet , that I also understead that how much I can get from it and How much it can rober me.Time , Happiness may be .. etc. it can rob it from me .And what I can get is nerious and interest. and busy .. .coz it is your money. and First Time I did a really bad work, all the money lost.Then I borrow the money from my pearents again.And I did 3 months successful.But finnally after GZ trip I lost all money again!
So that's why I Say that it bring me the troubles and nerious and busy hours ...
But I know it is money , and it is only money at all. The people living in the world just make a wonderful life is the best way to show him out.I think I may lead a life like that ,But it is funny that I have a to live a life from work in the company though I just planned to leave one month again
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
New Year Eve In HK
New year in HK, planed to visit HK, in last saturday, but it rained hard in shenzhen. So i changed the plan to search around the Sun City Building in DongMen instead of visit SuiSai Wan to meet kuya ryan, it is really cold in shenzhen, so i just guess that the weather is the same in hk.
And disappointed that i missed the chance to buy the bag for my note book, One Polar, I asked Brother Ken where i can buy it, but ken told me that only can be bought in the sun city building in Dongmen and Maoye in shenzhen or Hua Qiang Road in shenzhen. But it is impossible to have a search in Hua Qiang Road..... really disappointed , but luckily that my relatives , Juan Anty she invited me to join the dinner with Steven and her. Xin Meiyuan in Che Gong Miao subway station. Really convinient for me to go to there , coz i m near the MTR in Dongmen Loajie.
Steven is coming from America and his work is to value your building and house and just give the price , when somebody are going to invest the money on that building , they are looking around the shenzhen city to buy a house for investement. And seems unluckily , they still can not find the one suitable.
As the same fate as them , i can not buy the bag in that day, also miss the chance to visit kuya, hahah , don't be angry kuya, it seems that kuya will leave to manila on next Tuesday, so i also had the plan to visit Chino's house, hmmmm really hard for me to arrange the visa for this.
Coz i only have 2 visa for hk visits. But i have to have one chance to back up. I never knows that how long i will still working in this company, i hope i can learn alot , but seems there's no other project to to , no job no updates no progress. .... bad mood when i thinking about this.... Shit......
Chance is really a miracle, that i find the one to invest my money , but the stock market meet his young age adjustment. So i already lost 1000 and more RMB in this market and waves.
I turns to exchange trading business, it will be my major business or living method in my left life period, my girl friend seems know nothing about this, i wil tell her since i got my first box of gold... A golden time is coming.
Allen got cold and ken have to stay in hospital to take care of his wife, good luck to ken, nice man and also allen, hope you will get your miss right in the coming new year.
In the next day, Juan Anty asked me to help one of her friends , to fix her computer, when i heard the problem, i knew wat coz this problem, it seems that the power of the computer is broken. I suggested that i would buy the power for it before i go to fix the computer , but Anty Juan don't think so , she was affraid that i will take a mistake disagnat, but it proved that i was right, so becoz it is new year , so the shop in china wont have business time during this time.
Hahhaah, oki doks, then the girl have to wait until the end of the new year.
On Feb 6th, I came to hk, to visit chino's house, hehe.. nice house and nice treat, we had BBQ on the flat floor upstair of his house, We had a nice afternoon, hehe.. Thank you for your invites. And i bought him a 1993 GTW greate wall wine instead of cigerates. hahhaha it will make him happy , he always a drinking bad guy, hahahhaha. and I know jeffric by that chance , a bad guy as me too , hahhaha , chino said that we looks like brother and seems know eachother for long time.
The guy asked me that where is most romantic place in shenzhen , i just answered that , any place in shenzhen he can find is nice and romantic, coz there's many romantic and bt girls in shenzhen. hahhahah , just lying don't be mad, coz in china nice people are all over the china.
And disappointed that i missed the chance to buy the bag for my note book, One Polar, I asked Brother Ken where i can buy it, but ken told me that only can be bought in the sun city building in Dongmen and Maoye in shenzhen or Hua Qiang Road in shenzhen. But it is impossible to have a search in Hua Qiang Road..... really disappointed , but luckily that my relatives , Juan Anty she invited me to join the dinner with Steven and her. Xin Meiyuan in Che Gong Miao subway station. Really convinient for me to go to there , coz i m near the MTR in Dongmen Loajie.
Steven is coming from America and his work is to value your building and house and just give the price , when somebody are going to invest the money on that building , they are looking around the shenzhen city to buy a house for investement. And seems unluckily , they still can not find the one suitable.
As the same fate as them , i can not buy the bag in that day, also miss the chance to visit kuya, hahah , don't be angry kuya, it seems that kuya will leave to manila on next Tuesday, so i also had the plan to visit Chino's house, hmmmm really hard for me to arrange the visa for this.
Coz i only have 2 visa for hk visits. But i have to have one chance to back up. I never knows that how long i will still working in this company, i hope i can learn alot , but seems there's no other project to to , no job no updates no progress. .... bad mood when i thinking about this.... Shit......
Chance is really a miracle, that i find the one to invest my money , but the stock market meet his young age adjustment. So i already lost 1000 and more RMB in this market and waves.
I turns to exchange trading business, it will be my major business or living method in my left life period, my girl friend seems know nothing about this, i wil tell her since i got my first box of gold... A golden time is coming.
Allen got cold and ken have to stay in hospital to take care of his wife, good luck to ken, nice man and also allen, hope you will get your miss right in the coming new year.
In the next day, Juan Anty asked me to help one of her friends , to fix her computer, when i heard the problem, i knew wat coz this problem, it seems that the power of the computer is broken. I suggested that i would buy the power for it before i go to fix the computer , but Anty Juan don't think so , she was affraid that i will take a mistake disagnat, but it proved that i was right, so becoz it is new year , so the shop in china wont have business time during this time.
Hahhaah, oki doks, then the girl have to wait until the end of the new year.
On Feb 6th, I came to hk, to visit chino's house, hehe.. nice house and nice treat, we had BBQ on the flat floor upstair of his house, We had a nice afternoon, hehe.. Thank you for your invites. And i bought him a 1993 GTW greate wall wine instead of cigerates. hahhaha it will make him happy , he always a drinking bad guy, hahahhaha. and I know jeffric by that chance , a bad guy as me too , hahhaha , chino said that we looks like brother and seems know eachother for long time.
The guy asked me that where is most romantic place in shenzhen , i just answered that , any place in shenzhen he can find is nice and romantic, coz there's many romantic and bt girls in shenzhen. hahhahah , just lying don't be mad, coz in china nice people are all over the china.
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