Have I got myself lost

It is another day i tried to make myself much more happy than the days before , hehe , i tried ,and it made me feel that , i am growing up,the true world , it is still rolling and it won't stop,though u r not happy , the world won't be in Dark though u felt u r in the Dark......... don't give ur dream up , it will show u the only way how u can find the sun sight of ur own

Time drops as water drop ,and it will bring ur happiness or unhappiness into the sea..U don't want the happiness go away from u ,pls hurry up , catch her hand ,and say : don't go , with me , i will take u as my life .Everybody just live without dream,or just live for Money .No, money means nothing when u go without love without others' careness.When ur friends beside u , pls don't forget to express ur happy feeling to them and always saying it thxful.Nothing worth much more than the friendship and relitavities . How long will we live , more 90 years , i think ,no one can live more than it ,so when u hav time u have to speak it out , no one can read ur mind ,though sometimes they can understand it , but just happens occasionly..not often.REmember this,it is very important, happy . The meaning of life is not collect money , just to get an enjoyful life and get happiness from the world .Though u r in the poor mood , pls thx to ur friends ,they r the ones who care about u .So nothing can make u unhappy ,right~? TAMA....haha .........Though i just speak simple english here , but not means i can not express myself very well. I know what i m going to say. Such as Mam'mam said: don't be shy, u have to speak loudly. I think this simple sentence will remain in my mind pernently.coz it make me feel that , if u have the chance u have to say: i LOve the world so much. and thankful to the world and the people around u .Nothing can beat u , if u can speak loudly , u can beat the horrible things .And kick them out of ur life ......heeeeeeeee...... Life is sometimes like varity , it will change to make ur life colorful and fruitful.Thats the idea of the world,God , not matter chinese or other counries's, they give the life to the people and not just left them there .They are looking at u , caring about u,don't feel u just be alone , u have ur friends ur family at least.Fair unfair , is it important...i doubted the meaning of the life in the world,but now i think i m near the answer to it .... i m trying and always trying to get the answer...but nothing can tell u the truth , u have to find it urself. My friends most of them are reading the budist books and trying to find the meanding of the life , some of them did , some of them still have to try....... i think i almost join them ...........
Successful, money , happiness,heath....and so on . We r the one can not see the chance and can not hold it ourselves, but our right is to change it and correct it .
How u look at the world, How the world will look at u . Everything has it own logic,if u abey the rules u will be punished by the life.So don't be late and don't hibernate when the chance is infront of u ,don't be shame and don't be afraid to make ur decision .Such as one of the famous said: when u learned how to make choose , u have learned how to live. Life is living,when u know how to live , i hav to say , u alreay know how ur life going on.Take care , and be serious , when u play joke to life , for return ,the life wil pay it back.Got wat i m talking about , right , i m talking about life and our belief........life is fair, don't doubt it , i say it to myself also i say it to the world.